whatever

just coming back from gym. burned at about 180cals on the crosstrainer and did muscle-training. i didnt drink enough- everything went black and i had to sit down for a minute. i really fear collapsing in public. i never had problems like this and i definately already ate less. thats stupid. my fckin body wants to keep me away from getting thinner.
had an apple.
so that makes 265cals for today. not that bad. guess i burned just about as much at the gym.

i'm trying the liquid fast tomorrow. will be haning out with a friend the afternoon and NO i will not collapse.
gotta get going now, my bf is waiting.

loads of skinny love to you ;)